True stories of East London hard men, ex-bouncers and debt collectors... and how their lives were powerfully changed

Arthur White

World Champion Power lifter, successful businessman, happy family man.  Suddenly, Arthur's life spirals out of control.  Cocaine, steroids and an affair change everything.  He loses his business, family - everything.  Death seems the only way out.  What changed him?

Steve Johnson

Steve's normal quota of alcohol was 100 pints a week!  A bouncer who knew every pub in east London, Steve's days were filled with violence and aggression.  His life was out of control.  Would alcoholism, a gunshot or a knife end it?  What changed him?

Ian McDowall

Body building was Ian's life - that and becoming No. 1.  Being a doorman, debt collector and drug dealer kept Ian supplied with illegal steroids.  His marriage was on the rocks - life for Ian was a cesspool of lies, deceit and violence.  What changed him?

Millie Murray is the author of a number of books.  She has written for TV and radio.  She is married with two children,  and lives in Essex.